Doll Talks

By Emily Doll TVD "I had to stop caring what they all thought. My family, people online, people who mocked me locally, all those who spoke so cruelly about me and who I was and what I was doing with my life. I had to let go of the judgment and the past and the pain. I had to stop giving a fuck about opinions. It was killing me" - Emily Doll I want to reflect on who I am before I start this... I am... Beautiful. Strong. Loving. Kind. Honest. Talented. Funny. Mouthy. Blunt. Real. Sassy. Silly. Dorky. Sexy. Fun. Brave. Driven. ME.... In today's world, no one is safe from the harsh judgement of not only the world but people who they love and you would assume would support you. It doesn't matter if you are pretty, have the perfect body, have money, a cool car, are popular or seem outwardly perfect, you will be judged and it will fucking suck. I can't stress enough how it isn't you, you aren't the problem, you aren't ...

"The Style Of Me" The Story Of How My Style Evolved & How I Used It To Control My Confidence & Body Image By Emily Doll TVD Part 3 "And Then There Was Rockabilly"  It's funny how sometimes the people who support you the least in life and are the most poisonous to you can also help you discover yourself. The year I turned 17 was the year I got into my first relationship. My boyfriend who later turned into my husband, who later turned into my ex husband is the guy that introduced me to Rockabilly. I would hope that I would have discovered it no matter what in my life, but with out our history together I might not have. This part of my story is bitter sweet. Where the step I took helped me find myself, it also brought a lot of drama, bullying and heartache. Me at 18 Trying to Embrace My Love For Rockabilly  My ex hung out with what was probably the most active group in the Rockabilly community in Oklahoma City at the ti...